sleep is burning my eyes and thunder is echoing all around my head. im in my own scary movie, only i cant hear the music to let me know when to shut my eyes and clinch my ears tight. fear and sweat makes the night move slower....that minute was an hour, i swear. my heart beats out of my chest, i told it to slow down...but it just wanted to stop. these walls are yelling at me, and this cover is consoling me the best that it can. nothing can touch me here, but i forgot that there are no more monsters under my bed...no. they are in my bed. the enemy was me all along. im heavy with hate for myself. my blood is running so thick that my skin is black from bruising. burn my safe house down. what keeps me safe, makes me sorry. i want mistakes. id give anything for pain. break me in, wear me out...i want to leave this planet used. i dont want to die so new. turn my gold to rust. give me battle scars...sowed together with good memories.
heres romance for you, the sky is so in love that it bursts and the earth shakes and all the love pours down on us *alot like rain*. wish i could burst for you...someone hold me together before i shake apart
Sunday, March 12, 2006
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